Gramma is needing us more. She has to be at the top of my list. Some days she may drive me nuts, but in the end... She is my mom & I don't want to ever lose her. She is the last grandparent my girls have left. She is my mom & I've always been close to her. She is really the only family besides my niece that we have here local. Our holidays may be small, but I love my familia that we do have. My girls, school, grades, our soccer Academy, house, pets, my shop... all this plus more is a part of my every day. I have to prioritize as someone said in a comment. I thought I was but as each day comes on, I roll w/the punches & tackle all as it comes. When it comes time to go to bed though, I find myself saying 'remember to do this & that in the am, call this person, do this, etc' Am I alone? I really want to have time to breathe each day. This never happens. It just rush, rush, rush. The only reason I have time to write this am, bcuz I put off doing the dishwasher & taking a shower RIGHT this minute! heehee. I love to share & just write and journal about every day. Those were the days keeping a journal. I did since 5/6 grade. Did you? I did throughout HS & even after getting married. I kept a dream journal too. I haven't written in either for years I'm thinking. But I did always love to write.
Did I get off track? This I do often. But that's just me. You have to keep up, you know? Things will be changing here in the near future bcuz if not, I'm going to go mad! I will start w/today, breathe & do what is best for me & mines. If anyone is not happy w/my decisions? I do apologize in advance. I only have me to depend on & if I don't do for me, no one will. (my husband is great, yes. but all this is within & on my mind each second of the day. remember: breathe)
I do love my family & friends. This they know. If I just met you, I hope to get to know you better! =) Do have a great wkend & enjoy those that you hold close to your heart. Time flies by us all & I'm just tired of watching it pass in a blur.